So im done taking  blame. being friends with anyone that’s shitty person is not worth my time. you put up with it and stick with it the best you can and in the end it ends up being all your fault because you were there for them no matter how crappy they were no matter how much the rub shit in your face no matter how much like shit they always make you feel. of course its your fault, looking through ,my phone just proves the fact that i put forth the effort enough to not get it back makes me realize its not really worth it anymore. i wish i would have listened to everyone around me along time ago. im not as oblivious as one would appear to be. i have learned my lessons well enough to know were to go from here.